jel

it’s just been a really hard couple of days 

monday - meeting (out since 5:30pm, got back to my dorm at 3am)

wednesday - Cha For Tea fundraiser & SD Kappa Pie Auction (out since 2pm, got back at my dorm at 4am )

thursday -Pochacco Family Dinner and other stuff.. (out since 6:30pm, got back at my dorm at 5am) (8am class nxt day) 

friday - XC (out since 8:30pm got back at my dorm at 3am)

saturday - Chinese New Year Parade in Chinatown LA & SD Kappa Informals (out since 8am, got back at my dorm at 2am) (11am meet up nxt day)  

sunday - meeting with actives & such (out since 10am got back at 11pm) (THANK GOD)

i’m so fucking burnt out from events that i literally just burst into tears today cause i couldn’t fucking take it anymore.

i calmed down after sitting in tiff vu’s car and hearing her out and stuff. like i feel like all of us at one point have been in tears over how frustrating and overwhelming everything is and i pretty much hit my breaking point today.. 

ugh, and the fact the i haven’t eaten a legit meal or gotten a decent sleep in a looong time didn’t help the cause.

nobody should srsly talk to me when i’m tired and hungry, cause i snapped today. ugh fckmylife. 

and I’m finally back at my dorm….

whuttdafuuhhh just happened!?!??

like words cannot even explain.. but damn O_o

sooooo proud of psi pledge class though <3333!!!

so so tired.. i feel like I’m losing track of everything and falling behind in everything..

ugh. tomorrow night is just gonna be even worse.

on a side note it’s pretty amusing how we bond over pledging. ahh our crazy lives.

the sad thing is we have no time for anything else -____-” but at least that one day is a ferrsure.  

so… i kept repeating this ALLLLL NIGHT… LOL 

i love my bigsis<3! 

phew! the first week of school was insane! 

but basically!

- 8ams are the root of ALL evil and 9:30ams are a super close 2nd ):< 

- all my professors were alright, i definitely miss my old chem lab TA. lol the one i have this quarter is… odd, but she’s chill so i guess its not too bad. 

-lol psych with schelle is a joke since its basically repeating AP psych, but now there’s unrestricted wii-fii in the room soo… yippee!

-fuck my “first day of school outfit” and actually fuck wearing ANY of my own clothes since i had to wear attire for everyday this week b/c of frat rush events 

-monday meeting: dancing & such & just getting back in to the life of a pledgeeee D: 

-tequila tuesday was crazy, but funnnnn. ohhmygodd haha 

-pizza night & house party on weds was equally crayy, plus i met this oneee guy (: 

-THANK GOD thursday’s kickback got rolled cause i was so tired, but! getting late night in n out with the psisses was funsies 

-ltd house party on friday was crowded as hellll, but! i ran into the same guy again heh(: and! the late night convo i had with tiff vu at my dorm was freaking hilarious hahaha 

hmmm pretty eventful week! 

but gahh!! why must guys pop up at the most inconvenient times.. hmph. damn rush events. haha we were basically told to flirt with guys everyday the past week LOL.. so much for swearing that “I’m not going to even look at guys until i cross”